Comments | suicidalme66: who doesnt know this song.......

suicidalme66

who doesnt know this song.......

Aug 11, 2005 19:32

I wanted you to know I love the way you laugh ( Read more... )

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missemoprincess August 12 2005, 02:45:07 UTC

I've tried to make this work for me as well as for you, i've tried to love you and everything about you, i've tried to be happy, and i've tried to make the best out of us...but none of my attempts are working. I'm sorry Amber. I can't do this anymore. We don't even talk and it's like we can't even tell eachother anything, it's not even like a relationship to me anymore. It seriously seemed that you were more into me and we had better chances when we weren't even together, and idk why that is. I really did want this to work...but i can see now that it won't. I had hoped that things would get better our second time...but they've stayed the same to me. In fact if i would've known what you didn't tell me before we got back together, I wouldn't have considered it. To be completely honest Amber, i don't trust you, and there's really no other way i can put it, i wish it sounded nicer, but it is what it is. I've heard things that I'm very confident are true, and with things you yourself have told me, i can't bring myself to trust you in a ( ... )

suicidalme66 August 15 2005, 13:25:31 UTC

well i can tell you i love you and ask you to stay but thats just a waste of my time isnt it? every time i called you i was going to tell you every god damn thing but you didnt seem to have the time, or you were with some one else or just too busy. your some one i care about deeply and some one i TRUST more than others, and if this is what its going to take to make you happy, then i guess i dont have a say in all this. im not mad at you or anything.. just a little ...... resentfull i guess. i would love to stay friends if you do. im sorry im so bad at "relationships" and i got in the way.... i'll try not to do it again

missemoprincess August 17 2005, 22:09:44 UTC

i never said you were bad at relationships, or that you got in the way, you didn't. it takes two people for a relationship to work, i messed up too, and i know that. i had to be honest with you, so i was. there's some things i will really miss about being with you, but maybe it's better this way.

suicidalme66 August 18 2005, 13:22:57 UTC

its all up to because i only want to see you happy.

_antivalentine_ August 17 2005, 11:28:41 UTC

amber

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you're sexeyy