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Private to Self - Private to Pansy - Private to Terry - August 10, 2000

Aug 10, 2006 02:57

-Private to Self-

Shit. Shitshitshitshitshitshitshit. And fuck.

Honestly . . . I'm not really capable of saying much more than that. It's already been . . . well just a few days ago I was . . . bloody fucking hell, what am I supposed to think? I don't know. I mean, I do know. Shouldn't I be excited? Bragging to someone? Or at least self- ( Read more... )

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Private to Dragon/Draco terry_schtiwl August 10 2006, 10:14:01 UTC

Honestly, I have no idea about the sobriety part. However, I do know that it isn't the best idea to --er- copulate, as it were, if- well.

Wait. Why aren't you happy?

Private to Terry suicide_blonde_ August 10 2006, 23:28:50 UTC

If . . . what?

Because I had sex. Or some form thereof and I'm beginning to think it wasn't the best idea I've ever had. Actually, I thought it was a bad idea before I even got as far as the actual sex part.

Anyway, it's fucked everything up, mostly in my own bloody head.

Private to Dragon/Draco terry_schtiwl August 11 2006, 16:39:28 UTC

Hold on.

Well, if you thought it was such a bad idea, why did it happen? Was this one of those un-preventable ones? 'The moment was right' kind of thing?

Perhaps... you should talk to him/her about it? I'm really horrible with these sorts of things. Far from my forté. However, --if normally it would have made you die happy- and yet you thought it was a bad idea... you're merely leaving me confused. And don't tell me I'm not alone in thinking that. Predi

Private to Terry suicide_blonde_ August 12 2006, 07:36:58 UTC

Well, yes and no. It was . . . well, I wasn't doing it for myself, really. Just wanted to make him feel good.

Oh, talking about it would probably be a bad idea. And trust me, I'm as confused as you are.

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Private to Draco freakedwithjet August 10 2006, 19:18:15 UTC

Oh, same old, same old ok confusing shit. You know...

We do seem to be big fans of crossing out, these days. What's up your end, then?

~Px

Private to Pansy suicide_blonde_ August 10 2006, 23:30:26 UTC

Do I?

Well, I could have not crossed anything out, but I think I'm not quite ready to tell you about that.

I'm not quite ready to tell you about that, either. Suffice it to say, things between Harry Potter and I have reached new levels of fucked up.

Please tell me you're having more fun right now than I am.

-Draco

Private to Draco freakedwithjet August 11 2006, 09:30:56 UTC

Good point. Well then, you should know.

God this is so fucked up. I wish I'd never written that damn letter. Are we ever going to talk about that?

I suppose I'll have to get used to you not wanting to tell me things any more.

Oh God, what has he gone and done now?

Right at this very moment? Probably not. In general over the last week or two? Maybe.

~Px

Private to Pansy suicide_blonde_ August 12 2006, 07:39:39 UTC

Right.

It's not that I don't want to tell you, Pans. It's just that . . . I don't know how to tell you.

That's part of what I don't know how to tell you. And it's not what he's done. It's more . . . what we did.

Oh? Sounds like you've had an interesting time, then.

-Draco

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