can you sleep as the sound hits your ears ( Read more... )

for once... life has been going my way. perfectly :) thanks to a certain someone<3

CJ i love you so much<33

CJ asked me out todayyyy :) or last night... well technically it was today... haha <33

but he makes me mucho happy. <3333

♥

so todays been insane... i've been at my moms office rehersing for the concert alll day... and yea that was FUN... psh no. and yea. after that i went and got my hair blown out... so its all pretty now :).. then we got bagels and i ran into MIKE. omg i was os fucking excited... i havent seen this boy in ages<33 i miss him like whoaa. hes another one ( Read more... )

Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot ( Read more... )

let seee.... so yeaster was the last tsh lesson of the year :( and i rode little pepsi... hes so cute and was being such a good boy<3 and then since i couldnt jumo him that much i got on lonestar and did a course. then today was school... as usual... i dont think anything to amusing happened. yea.

i admit that im just a fool for you<3

i cant stand it. i know what he wants from me. its not what i want from him. or atleast not all of what i want. yet in a sucker for him. i keep going back. i really have to stop. i need to learn self control. its always the same. im never wanted for who i am. and im fucking sick of it. i just give up. is there something wrong with me? im really ( Read more... )

p.s.: we drove through a ghetto in the hamptons and saw a crackhouse.

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lets see. the hamptons was awesome<3 we went kyacking, fishing(well we tried to), and were on the beach everyday. i got uber tan. and yes people... i do eat. one thing i learned. Mia Likes Country Music. lol according to Jen: "its the emo music of the summer" lol and uhh... "Mia, your moms gonna love me... she wont have to listen to the screaming" ( Read more... )

psh, your all so jealous bc i get to go out to the hampton with jen for the weekend<3