the moment i dreaded arrived on saturday night. i was at roy's concert and in walked evan with his new girlfriend. introductions were made, smile were shared. we had a drink together, me and evan joked about something stupid and she exploded. she told him he had to choose wether to spend the rest of the night with me or leave with her. what will ( Read more... )

i’ve been feeling lonely for quite some time now and i have absolutely no idea why. it feels like having my heart broken to pieces - with no one to blame for and to cry about. it feels like being homesick - with no home to come back to ( Read more... )

ethan left on saturday to go see his family in london and won’t be back until next week. saying goodbye was harder than parting with a lover ( Read more... )

i finally got to get away from here, even if it was just for a weekend in zurich. i needed to get away from the people i usually spend my days with and i had to get away from this city because, as much as i love it, it was starting to close down on me ( Read more... )

me and a. have been friends for years now and, as far as i can remember, we both have always been in relationships. when we first met he was married to a model-type of girl and they have a kid together. but since he divorced, he’s been going out with a lots of girls. as far as i’m concerned, i’ve been in and out of relationships for the past years ( Read more... )

the past few weeks have been hectic ( Read more... )

i'm sure that getting sick is my body telling me to slow down and take some rest. or maybe it's karma telling me that hooking up with j - again - was a huge mistake. i know it's not going to be different from all the other times and i'm not planning to take things any further ( Read more... )

last night i had sex with jack sparrow. him being the hottest among the many guys dressed up as the famous pirate. i had already seen him at another party somewhen during the week. i saw him again last night. i was having the first of the many drinks of the night and dancing with my girlfriends as he walked in and past me. we looked at each other, ( Read more... )

carnival has started. for the next three weeks, every night there will be a different party in a difference city with different people wearing different costumes. but there'll be only one thought: having fun. which is what i did on friday and saturday night. truth to be said, i can't remember much. i have flashbacks of us laughing, dancing, downing ( Read more... )

he died alone on a sunday afternoon. alone in a cheap cold motel room on the highway. he was a die-hard junkie and everybody was expecting him to die, sooner or later. but nobody was prepared for it to happen so soon ( Read more... )