A Brothers Love is a Brothers Love

[suicide_fashion]

I had all day to think about today and what happened. I went to soccer practice, I went to Nandua, I went to my grandparents, I ate dinner with my Mom, hung out with friends and I even wrote 4 pages worth of lyrics, front and back. I dont think it was until I put my pen down and fought with sleep for about an hour that I realized in almost 17 years

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[kaosushijin]

Dude, you made me cry with this post.

So I salute you, brother.

It's easy for so many of your friends to love you, knowing you've got the heart to love them back.

[anonymous]

So I woke up today to the sound of Brad gathering his things to take a shower.... soon after Laura called me and told me there was an entry I had to read. Hearing her voice put a smile on my face. We talked for a few minutes and then I contemplated going back to sleep It was 7:45 and I hadn't fallen asleep until about 2 in the morning the night before so I decided to give it a try with little success. I told myself that it was just me not being able to go back to sleep like I've experienced many times before, but I couldn't shake the feeling that this time was different. I tossed and turned in denial until I finally rolled over softly. Staring at the white dorm room cieling I started tossing around ideas in my head of how the little holes scattered across it formed. I finally decided that it must have been a pencil thrown up by past residents. I just kept staring at the hole; studying it's dimensions and ruff edges when it hit me-I felt empty; like there was a big hole in my life. I couldn't really figure it out, but I felt empty,

wow

[_bothhandsbound]

I can't say reading that didn't give me chills, I think this is probably the most powerful thing I've ever read. I feel bad about missing the show now. I really do. If I was feeling alright, trust me I would of been there to say good-bye and all that good stuff. Ha, I'm sure David doesn't really know who I am, but he is going to be missed in onancock, for sure. Camilo, I have more respect for you and David now than I ever have before. What both of you wrote just touched me in some way. I guess never having an older or younger brother to look up to or teach what I know just makes me feel like something is missing. But what you both wrote is awesome. I respect you both a lot.

[drowningnmisery]

i read this the end of last week..and then i made Krystle and Bryce read it...you know i had a big sister...but we never got along and when she left and got married b4 she ended highschool..i was happy...i got her bedroom and all the attention...but i never felt like this..maybe b/c i still see her..but im not sure...i mean we dont get along...and i still dont like talking to her...but you guys had more..and im glad..what both of you wrote.. put thoughts in my head...you guys have been together for years and separation is a change...i dont like change..and i dont think i could be as strong as you and Laura are being..or even david. i respect you guys..and i miss hanging out with you all..but things come up..and things change..sorry i couldnt go to the show for him going away.

[mountainxdew]

touching it really is...college is a huge step...ill be outta here either this spring or next fall...im gonna miss everyone. as many people as i dont like here on the shore...theres a few that i love, and u chuquin brothers are def. two of the best friends i could ask for.