fcuking bloody brother!!! ARGH i fcuking hate him! he's a royal pain in my a$$! *screams* sorry but i need to get this out.

GET A FCUKING LIFE YOU FCUKING FAT TWAT AND GET WITH THE FACT THAT I AINT YOU!Jesus H Crist! my brother can be so fcuking stupid sometimes. I dye my hair black and he starts singing the bloody addams family theme tune ( Read more... )

sorry bout the lack of updates! been busy ( Read more... )

gah am so ready to give up again. I really dont give a shit. Today was so bad >< I was thrown together with loads of chavs that either ignored me, or thought i was just too weird. Heh, there was one thing that was funny though, A team building activity was that we had to make a skeleton, and ours (team magic mushrums) went ok till we got to the ( Read more... )

:'( Jasons Just told me on MSN that peanut told jason i've slept with him, Where I KNOW i havn't but he wont believe me, and I can't clear my name either. this is really getting to me, I mean my mates are talking about me behind my back, And I can't control it, I hate it. I dont know what to do either, All i know is that tomorrow Someones gona be ( Read more... )

*looks at time* wow... I've never slept this long... I fell asleep at 8 last night i was exhausted. still am, but not as much, But i did keep waking up during the night which still sucks. I have panda eyes though, curse mascara >< I dumped marty last night for cheating on me. yeah it makes me seem like a cold hearted bitch, but i always said ( Read more... )

why the fuck do i randomly want to burt into tears, Its just not fair anymore, I wanna end that. all i've done today is watch tv and want to cry at all the happy and sad bits, god am i going soppy in my young age?

Just got off the phone to marty, he's had another argument with his ex, its just getting pissing annoying, but on the up side is ( Read more... )

Yay yay yay! this year is looking up! I'm Really really happy! genuinly happy! I have finally found someone who loves me, And i do love back and its not jason!! Its like shock horror, but still! yay!
On the downside though, I did give up a month and a week SI free, on the 6th. :( and i've already had to apologize to everyone who thought that i ( Read more... )

Meh just a quick update as am sat here, talking to marty and i'm bored. Didn't wake up till ten to five yesterday. this flu/cold is really getting to me. I can't sing, can't talk and can hardly move. I am surprised i managed to get on here. theres no one online, and I dont have anyone else to talk to ( Read more... )

Oh gah... forgot i had this. >< happy new yr peeps. hope you had a good one. i did yet i didn't but meh... Its 2006... and i have a feeling i might get a new blog... and i will write in that one. meh watch this space :)

OMFG, right i went to my mates party, thinking "oh i look nice, yet if i'm ignored then it doesn't matter" and shxt, and after a while (me being me) I got sorta depressed/scared of being there, and literally flew out of the place we was at, and DANIEL comes out after me, worried about my safety around town ('cause at the mo it is pretty bad) and ( Read more... )