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grlwithagun_xxx

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My diet is going well. I'v lost 2 more pounds. =) found out they sell fruit at school so now i eat fruit =) Yippy. Today wasn't the best. But one good thing is that i got my report card. Not the best grades...but i didnt get yelled at or grounded witch is totally rad. I miss those girls nights. i miss the times that i won't ever forget w- my ( Read more... )

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I'm goin on a diet. I need a change, hair, make-up, clothes something. If my mom tells me how i should wait til marriage one more time ill hang myself ( her talks are a lil late ( Read more... )

I lie to all of you everday, i lie with my smile

Well, its happening again, i thought i was better, i'm not...

I hate girls and i hate boys. I hate everyone and everything. I hate school, i hate love, i hate myself. I only do this to myself. Ill never be good enough. No matter what. I give up. I don't care...

i'm scared.

beyond scared.

I bit my lip as i watch my world fly out of control infront of me

the only way to stop the fear is to get rid of the one thing that i love more than anything in the world

"Heaven isn't a place that you go and u die it that moment in life that you actually feel alive" - The spill canvas <333

I'm scared...

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i love him.

i really do.

So like last weekend pretty much suxed because i did nothing. So i got bored and scaned and put pics on photobucket. So i guess ill share them =)

( Its so hard to see when your eyes are rolled in the back of your head )