if i even made sense anymore, this journal entry might be worth something...so i will try.
but it wont, i already know.
because im crying and even taht doesnt make sense
and im a mess now
and was
always have been
what do i do?

the worlds biggest baby
i swear it.
i cry at anything.

time waits for nothing

i dont understand anyones thinking or reasoning
even my own.

it is a hypocritical world we live in

causing one great big contradiction, life.

im sorry but i refuse to live like that.

another quick thought,

im on the phone with shannon right now
im on hold
and im so scared to hang up
because then i might feel im not real...
like i might not exist.
i hope she comes back soon...

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so..as of like 30 minutes ago..
im single.
and not looking.
and not so sure about anything.

its fucking over
goodbye

sarah thanks for going to dinner with me and listening to all my problems.
best pic ever!


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stiiiil raining. damn fool!

im going to dinner tonight for my moms birthday. wooooh, i hope the food is good....

shannon is a total bastard!!!!
:) but shes totally the best

allll the riches baby wont mean anything

god i love this song

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