May it be ( Read more... )

One Step Closer ( Read more... )

You know its hard i look at the knives and the cigarettes and i wonder why did i stop . Was it becuase of the pressure from friends and family. no, was it becuase i no longer felt anything. no , if for any reason it was to try and stop being so god damned depressed all the time . I have fought against the drugs i refused to take anti-depreesents ( Read more... )

As of today i can honestly say that i am one hunrded percent back in the game. I haven't been in the game for a long time since well i'd have to say in almost 5 yrs, but i'm back. I've been through hell and back several times in the last 5yrs but as of now i'm makeing up for all the lost time .Enemies will be dealt with and friends will be taken ( Read more... )

"I am so high i can hear heaven ( Read more... )

Hey everyone just thought i'd say hi , I know its been awhile since my last entry. But thats becuase i've been confused on a few things lately and i'm still just trying to figure out whats going on. When i have the answers that i seek i shal rejoin you.

I don't know what i was feeling really just really exhausted starting too shake a little bit i think sleep deprevation was kicking in but " I can see clearly now the rain is gone" lol. no but seriously i think i was just really tired so just ignore that last entry. Everything is ok here at this point but apples i do need those things i requested ( Read more... )

Whats wrong lately i've been asked that question a lot lately. Well for once i guess instead of being phillisophical i'll just use this thing for what it is for. First of all i have a lot of frustration and anger built up inside that i cannot get rid of , and second i want to give up , surrender whatever you want to call it. For someone that hates ( Read more... )

If you had the chance to stop the end of the world would you? Now what if you could save the world but you didn't think you wanted to because there isn't anything you can find worth saveing. Now before everyone starts telling me of all the great stuff there is to save, let me say the following are unacceptacle answers, love, art, ok those will do ( Read more... )

"How did we wind up like this ( Read more... )