well, i just had internet installed in my apartment this morning, i fully intend on spending a bit of time on this for a while before work, and maybe a bit afterwards, until i get used to having it, but yeah, um..noone reads this anyway...yeah...

I had a good friend die earlier this week and his funeral was yesterday...i saw this young man laid low. I have never cried over a death before...its not right that he died so young, only 16. i will never forget the ONLY guy i know, who could make a mullet look good. he was struck by a truck, passing an ODOT(oregon department of transportation) ( Read more... )

Hey everyone, happy thanksgiving. i figured i would let you all know what I am thankful for ( Read more... )

Mhm, tis been quite a while since i got on here, with the exception of that little survey. Alina and i are not together anymore, i cut my hair to a mohawk, tis neatso, i should be leaving this month for basic training for the airforce. life is doin ok i guess. gotta go ( Read more... )

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Well, alina and i are still engaged but she has chosen to not be monogomous(spelling?) she got angry at me for not eating so she went and slept with some guy....it isnt meant to be...i still feel like things are meant to be with anjanette and i...but im so lost. GRRRRRRRRR. i broke my car...sad...vewwy sad...

well, i have recently found a new person...Her name is Alina. We have been together for a month now. I thought i would never fall in love with anyone after Anjanette, whom. so you all know, i STILL LOVE with all my heart. i have realized she cant love me that way i guess...but i have fallen in love with alina. and though we cannot have a legaly ( Read more... )

My sister came over to my apartment and did some MAJOR cleaning. My place is still a mess, but it is getting better. My food, instead of in grocery bags on the floor, is now all put away in my cupboards( the refrigerated stuff was in the fridge immediately mind you ^.^) In my last entry i said i was GOING to MEPs, well, i have been and have ( Read more... )

well, i got my apartment, but not internet yet, im borrowing a friends computer and internet for the moment, but should soon go and not be such a party pooper. anyway, im going to meps, for the airforce, tuesday and wednesday, i have finaly officialy lost enough weight to join. after basic and tech, i shall request to get sent to japan. im teaching ( Read more... )

well, today is my birthday...not much to celebrate, i am going nowhere, doing nothing, seeing nobody. No gifts (which is fine, i dont want anything anyway) no friends to celebrate with..and that is why im sad...im once again to the point of feeling unloved...noone has even called me to WISH me a happy birthday...oh well, im 19 today, last year as a ( Read more... )