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Dec 20, 2009 01:18

i wouldn't exactly call it suicidal, but i don't really know what it would be called ( Read more... )

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xyz987 November 11 2010, 06:41:48 UTC
Did a year make any difference?

Or does life still feel just as meaningless and tedious as always?

Or are you dead?

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takotsubo35 November 12 2010, 14:31:29 UTC
well i'm not dead, but i'm also not 30 yet either
though i've been thinking that if i'm still 'stuck here' when i'm 25, that might be my new cut off date

a year really did not make any difference
life is still pointless and monotonous, though i've been suppressing a lot of emotion so it's not all running as rampant as before
i'm just here. bored. not caring about anything. not interested in much anymore
where before it was all coursing thru my veins all the time
it is still early in the winter season though, let's see how the lack of sunlight and cold effect me further

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