"I still haven't made up my mind on that (but am mostly past such concerns now, and am into a "Who cares? If it works, I'll never be around to see how I look anyways" state of mind."same here. I'll occasionally catch myself thinking 'God, that's sick/weird/unhealthy'. But mostly I spend my time plotting in great detail the exact method, location and date of my demise. And all the people who belittled me, and scoffed dismissively 'I don't think there's anything wrong with you
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If you want, send me an email. I am looking for somebody who understands how I feel about myself so I don't have to worry about making them feel any worse, and I'd be more than willing to talk to you about your concerns as well. We could trade stories, if you will.
And no worries about using my entry to talk about yourself. I know what it's like, having been there before, and even now it's easier for me to see somebody else do something first then jump in and say "I agree, and feel the same way", when it comes to things like depression and suicide.
Anyways, please send me an email, or if you want I'll give you my MSN. I would like to talk to you.
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And no worries about using my entry to talk about yourself. I know what it's like, having been there before, and even now it's easier for me to see somebody else do something first then jump in and say "I agree, and feel the same way", when it comes to things like depression and suicide.
Anyways, please send me an email, or if you want I'll give you my MSN. I would like to talk to you.
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