well, yesterday was crap. jamie broke up with me.my whole world collapsed around me, ya ever see a movie where the whole world just melts away and the person is left standing alone in an all black void?that was me,and the thing that kills me the most is it's all my fault. she said she just needs time alone,and i fully understand and respect that. i ( Read more... )

the past few days i havent been able to post, but theyve been awsome! my shirts i ordered came in....finally.my band is under construction, but were makeing a speedy recovery. and to top it all off my boots are here!!!!! im getting them today!....but all my news isnt good, my babydoll is sick :(,we think shes got what manda and kris have....which ( Read more... )

well yesterday was fuckin awsome, at first i was bummed.....reely bummed, but i got over it. i got kicked out of another class yesterday, bible class....big fuckin deal....then i got home and foun out that kysha is apprenticeing at ink link.....fucking KYSHA!!!!!!!!!!!! she is the last person that should be working in that fucking shop,she is not ( Read more... )

once again....its official, i am a fuck up, i got dropped from my "bible" class today, she wants to talk to me bout it afterwards....hopefully, i can get back in. i need that fucking class, god i feel like such a fucking loser......ive let so many people down cause im slack....and when i actually start makeing an effort...i get booted...FUCK! i ( Read more... )

today is going to be a slow day, i can already tell. god i cant wait till i get outa here, i hate school so fuckin much! but i gotta do it. i got to see jamie last nite, she helped me with my homework. shes the reason i am strong enough to keep going, thank you baby, i love you so much! i just hope my teacher will accept my assignment...its ( Read more... )

well, its official....im 100% grade A fuck up, ive dropped classes before, but ive never been dropped from a class....well i have now, they kicked me out of my algebra class...too many tardys,missed days. it turns out im only allowed to miss 4 days, wish i would have known....its my own damn fault tho, this effects so much, im probably gonna have ( Read more... )

well its tuesday, i got my stupid success in study skills class today, on the bright side tho....i get to see jamie today, i gotta use her computer to type my journal entry for that class. i also got algebra today, something im reely not happy about....but i gotta doit, for my futures sake.any way thats reely all i got to say right now....its ( Read more... )

yesterday i went to jamies house, it was great. it was one of the only times i reely got to see her this weekend. we spent time together..(spooge)..we watched the wedding singer and played cards...we both lost to courtney,...damn you!! then i had to come home*tear:(*...but i called her when i got there. i went to the store and bought courtney some ( Read more... )

h2>LJ Friends Meme by coolerq
• You must tell 13 people about this game.
• jamie is the one that you love.
• cortney is one you like but can't work out.
• You care most about kohl.
• wookie is the one who knows you very well.
• lee is your lucky star.
• love at first fright is the song that matches with jamie.
• nymphetimine is the song for cortney.
• progenies of ( Read more... )

yesterday was the day after valentines day, i didnt get aid till then....so i had to be a little late takeing jamie out. i got out of school at like 12.00.....cole didnt come get me till almost 2....we left and went to sallys and walmart...i had to pick up a few things, shampoo and condems. speaking of condems....you should see these ones i got, it ( Read more... )