There's new pics on my MySpace. I have like 10 new pics, but im not putting them all up. Your problem ( Read more... )

Glad the holidays are over. Everything is so fast paced and hectic during those last 2 weeks. I remember exactly how 2005 had started. It was terrible for me, emotionally. I hope this year isn't as bad. I hope to find what im looking for ( Read more... )

I'm a year older...
I'm not looking forward to New Years. I shall be sitting alone at home that night, im sure. A night for people to do stupid shit they'll regret the following day...
I'm bored in more ways than one. I know what that means. You don't...


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I'm glad Christmas is over... Yesterday was stressing me out. I ended up falling asleep cause i was so tired, and then i wake up to discover everyone already exchnged gifts and no one cared to knock on my door and inform me. Nice... Now i just have to make it through tomorrow. Ugh ( Read more... )

Got a big plan, this mindset maybe its right ( Read more... )

I've made an official decision that im actually extremely excited about. What's the best thing to do when you need a release? Yes, get tattoos. I've decided that with the amount of money i currently have, im gonna finally do what's long overdo and get one of my sleeves done. At least outlined for now. It's definately going to be very "horror" ( Read more... )

After this morning, i don't know how to feel about the human species in general. I don't know how to comprehend it ( Read more... )

sing about love so they will care...

I'm really sick from everything and lack of sleep. Me just trying to talk on the phone was a challenge. I kept grabbing and feeling my face and feeling like there was hair on me. I finally fell asleep for 3 hours. I'm still so tired though. My hands are shakey. I weighed myself again cause now im obsessed, and even since this morning, i seriously ( Read more... )

On another note, i just weighed myself. Im happy that i've lost 8 more pounds since last Monday. Now im for sure gonna be even more strict with myself. 8 pounds a week is good. More than a pound a day. Right now im sleep deprived, emotional, and i feel gacked outta my mind. I have dark circles under my eyes and i tripped on the stairs and i walk ( Read more... )