Fuck.
So, I woke up feeling pretty bad today but I was starting to feel better. All thanks to Mel and Keenan.
But then Chris decides to IM me.
I haven't talked to him for four, most likely more, months. Why ? One, because he hasn't signed on in a rather long time, and two because he ignored me, lied, and then ignored me more.
Let me explain things a bit:
First, he joined the army (pretty sure the army). Either way, he was going to be leaving to boot camp last year. I didn't like the fact he did that, but I wanted to see him before he left, for a couple of reasons. One because I wanted to say bye, and two because I haven't seen him in a really long time at that point. Well, he started to ignore me and make reasons why he couldn't come see me before he left. THEN, I think a week before he left, he completely ignored me. As in, he would sign into AIM (I didn't have his house number because I hate phones) for hours at a time and ignore all the IMs I would send.
Then he started to talk to me while in training. Didn't explain why he ignored me, either.
He comes home for his break from there. COMPLETELY ignores me while at home. Didn't tell me he was coming home (I found out because I was going to leave him a comment on myspace . . . Yeah. Loads of comments aboot him being home).
Then he broke his back and said he will be coming home. So we talk aboot hanging out when he gets home.
I did ask if he was telling the truth and wasn't going to fucking ignore me this time. What does he say ? "I have grown up since then."
Guess what he does.
He signs on at one AIM and talks to me, AND tells me "I just got home and am dead tired."
What does he say a day or two later ? "I won't be home for another few days."
So, I get curious. And I also know that people leave him comments all the time now. Guess what. People left comments aboot him getting home when he first said he did.
So, he says he is home, other people say the same thing, but then he goes on and says he is not home to me. THEN when I tell him what he said, he ignores me. Then later when he says he is home, AGAIN, he says he is too busy to hang out with me.
So I ignore him.
Until now.
When he signs on.
And IMs me.
bmxclown86 (12:06:07 PM): hi justin
Suicide X Reject (12:06:11 PM): Uhm, hi.
bmxclown86 (12:06:46 PM): whats up
Suicide X Reject (12:07:01 PM): Nothing.
bmxclown86 (12:07:26 PM): YOU HAVE A DAMN JOB YET?
Suicide X Reject (12:07:37 PM): No.
bmxclown86 (12:07:47 PM): lol
Suicide X Reject (12:07:56 PM): Laughing at me now ?
bmxclown86 (12:08:14 PM): naahhhh
bmxclown86 (12:08:19 PM): its alright i aint got a job either
Suicide X Reject (12:08:37 PM): I'm not shocked.
bmxclown86 (12:08:40 PM): so is your hair still spiked?
Suicide X Reject (12:08:48 PM): Not spiked right now.
Suicide X Reject (12:09:09 PM): Please do tell me, why are you IMing me ? You have ignored me for a rather LONG time.
bmxclown86 (12:09:22 PM): i havent been on in a long time
Suicide X Reject (12:09:42 PM): I am also talking aboot before that. Now please tell me.
bmxclown86 (12:09:49 PM): i dont know
bmxclown86 (12:09:53 PM): i dont have an answer
Suicide X Reject (12:10:43 PM): Where are you ?
bmxclown86 (12:11:58 PM): texas :-)
Suicide X Reject (12:12:24 PM): Why ?>
Suicide X Reject (12:12:46 PM): Wait.
Suicide X Reject (12:12:50 PM): I don't give a fuck.
Suicide X Reject (12:12:58 PM): You aren't even a fucking friend to me.
bmxclown86 (12:13:43 PM): I SEE
Suicide X Reject (12:13:55 PM): What ?
Suicide X Reject (12:13:58 PM): It's fucking true.
Suicide X Reject (12:14:05 PM): You have treated me like fucking shit.
Suicide X Reject (12:15:34 PM): You ignored the Hell out of me, lied, and then ignored the Hell out of me again.
Then he signs off a minute later.