Last night, I went to dinner with Erin at the Cheesecake Factory. Her mom brought us along for a lil family get together. It was Erin's mom, her lil sister, her older sister, sister's boyfriend Keith, Erin's mom's sister, and cousin, and the other family's significant others and family. Did all that make sense? Haha, anyway's. I felt awkward ( Read more... )

So tonight at work was a good night. Not the typical boring nights that I have. Tonight was metal night. My friend Dan put together this show, and it was not disappointing. He played in his side project band The Dolemite Project. Fucking (V)ETAL. They were really heavy. Which is right down my alley. I also got to see my friend Sarah, whom I ( Read more... )

Man tonight was so much fun. We played an amazing show. For the first two bands, no one did shit...I felt so bad. Seriously, everyone just stood there, not doing anything. Then we came on...And kids just fucking went nuts. It felt so good to have such an awesome reaction. The beginning of the show, I was bummed because Erin wasn't there ( Read more... )

So for the past 5 days, I've been with my girlfriend. It was an awesome 5 days. On Saturday, I went to her little sister's birthday party. At first it was a little awkward, just cause alot of her family was there, and I tend to get really shy when meeting family members. Also, I'm really big on making a good first impression, so I was all ( Read more... )

Everything is just so good right now...

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I won't let them drag me down. I know where I stand. I know my intentions. I know i'm a good person. You can think what you want of me. You can have your opinions. God is the only one that can judge me. I know i'm being watched from above. What I swore on my Mom's grave will never break. That's why my every move...My every thought...My ( Read more... )

So in about a month...I will be leaving for the Philippines to bury the other half of my Mom. I really have no reason to be writing this post, other than the fact that I miss my Mom alot. It's just so weird, to walk around my house without hearing her voice or seeing her face. I am beginning to forget what she sounds like, even physically looks ( Read more... )

Why do I try so hard? I have no idea why. I've tried so hard that sometimes I stress myself out. From what I experienced and know, All I need to do is be myself and enjoy what I have. I tried so hard that I forgot what I already have. And what I have is fucking amazing, and I would never in my life trade it for anything else or risk to lose ( Read more... )

This bed is so empty without you by my side...