Today sucked omg,ever since mine and juan's fight he has been acting totally diff. towards me like he doesnt wanna be around me anymore....I been depressed alot lately also, sometimes i just feel like i want to run away far from this house, away from st.pete,away from florida farrrrr....I need some drugs, i really shouldnt be doin them and i havent ( Read more... )

Today i got up, sat on the computer for a few moments, droped my camara off at walgreens and then went over to Diana.Lol its so funny we dont even have to really do anything but sit there and watch tv and we still have a fun day.All we do when im at her house is smoke and eat and listen to her rap crap lmao.Oh shit hold on im suppose to call juan ( Read more... )

I almost fucked it up with juan, well actually i did, we are cool now though everythings back to normal.... i hope?Last night this is what happend, jp was chasing after juans car and grabbed onto the side of the car and triped fell and busted open in lip, he split it into 2,and chiped 2 of his teeth and JP SAIDDD that juan hit his ankle with the ( Read more... )

Juan made me wait for him all day today and then decided to call me at 6:30 and tell me hes not comming that he'll come pick me up tomorow and that he had to go to dinner with a family memeber or something.Well georgie just called him and he was with jp, so he lied to me and thats fucked up, something bout jp bleeding georgie said and so i called ( Read more... )

mwahahaa, im soo hyper and what not.Im so bored to though i wish someone would come get me now.My brother walked in my house and i had one leg up on the computer desk and i was balancing a water bottle on my head, and he looked at me like i was dumb.LMAO man i wonder about myself sometimes?? someone out there help me lol......

I woke up this morning with this feeling inside me that i cant explain like a weight that ive carried ,been caried away, but i knoe somthing is comming i dont knoe wut it is but i knoe its amazing, save me, my time is comming ill find my way out of this longest drought,it feels like today i knoe, it feels like today im sure, its the one thing thats ( Read more... )

I swear to god i am not going out with anyone anymore because all guys ever do is treat me like shit.Brian my ex the one i was talking about befor in my other entrys yah he called me last night and was all nice and shit and then today he blocked me online for no reason so i totally fliped out on him but he claims that he was busy.I told him i was ( Read more... )

Today is starting to become an absolute disaster.Two good friends of mine, heather ( Read more... )

Tonight i was goin to go pee,lately my door has been sticking lately but it would only take 5 mins to get it unlocked.So yah tonight i went to go pee and i accidently closed the door like an idiot and i was stuck in the for 30 mins while juan and my mom was trying to get me.i jumped on top of the tub like after 20 mins being in the and starting ( Read more... )

Ok so tonight juan is goin to drop by cause he knoes im totally bored today,i think imma stop by and say hi to mikey tomorow i havent seen him in awhile.I feel bad becuz he liked me alot and i never gave it any thought i guess i wasent really intrested,and at the time i was in a relationship.I hate hurting innocent ppl.Hes an awesome,sweet person ( Read more... )