It seems to get worse before it ever gets better. I'm still wondering where the fuck the light at the end of the tunnel even is. I continue to struggle to no avail. And I'm oh so tired of trying when everything remains just out of arms reach ( Read more... )

I've decided that the best thing about Thanksgiving isn't all the pies and stuffing and alcohol consumed that leaves your gay uncle yelling, "I'm the bitch in the relationship" by mid-afernoon, but rather the turkey sandwiches you sneak to the kitchen at midnight to make ( Read more... )

I think fall invites me to long for the very things I just can't have. The weather is starting to cool down and the leaves are that shade of brown that encourage you to go out of your way to step on them. I get this weird satisfaction when they crunch beneath my feet ( Read more... )

I still can't get over how amazing last night was. It was exactly what I needed and I left feeling better then I have in months ( Read more... )

Once when I was about nine years old, my dad had found this bird that had fallen out of a nest near our house and couldn’t get back to it’s mother. I remember taking the bird and nursing it back to health. Feeding it food with a syringe and applying a little tender, love and care when necessary. One day, for some insane reason I took it for a bike ( Read more... )

I use to walk my turtle out in the front yard everyday for an hour or so. I've always felt bad defining animals to one space and one space alone, so letting the little guy experience nature for sixty minutes a day seemed fair enough. He'd stretch his legs and make mad dashes to the nearest bush where he'd bury himself in the dirt and reside for the ( Read more... )

( I got a whole one left in the freezer. )

And my heart is beating so fast & so loud that I can hear it in my ears & feel it thump against my chest ( Read more... )

I just wanted to thank everyone who made today a joy to be alive. Seriously from the bottom of my heart thank you all for the
( front yard decore )

So tomorrow I will become another year older. While desperately sorting through the mess of my life on the floor trying to find what bits I wanted to keep and others I wanted to throw out with the morning paper, time has slowly passed me by and the Earth has thus revolved around the Sun another 365 days ( Read more... )