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you want to know something bri-baby? i really got my feelings hurt one day when someone told me they overheard you and lez (i guess one day when she was in town) talking about me in not so positive manner. and i suppose on any other day i would have confronted the situation, to make sure of the truth of the source. but i think what made it so hard was the fact that i know lezlie does NOT like me (and for that i've never understood why) so i just thought that you as well could not like me, and once again throw me for a complete and total loop.
does this mean that you indeed were not shit talking me, and still really do consider me a friend? because i know that every time i see my le tigre sticker on my car, or see that old black gold of yours, complete with it's little black spoiler, i have nothing but fond memories of you yourself.
maybe one of these days we can make it up to one another, because i always thought i was better than this.
most of my dissapearance in the past was based off of either a) excessive work (60+hrs a week isn't very fun) b) depression the only reason i really see j anymore is because i live with him. the last 2.5 years haven't been the most fruitful of my life. one of these days i'll be able to feel and act like a kid.
awwww bre...move up north...lez, tie and ryan loooooooooooooove you! hey well thats why i moved out of sav, people just i guess grew up. well who knows. i have to say that makes two of us on leigh's lj, but honestly i don't know what i did wrong, and i'm not trying to offend by saying something. girl, i'll be there in one month almost exactly!!!!
all these things have needed to be said. and in the mean time, have needed to be heard. it's okay that we're all growing up, but not as okay to grow so negatively apart. seriously, thank you guys, for all of this. somewhere deep inside, i think it found its way to my heart. (dang... that's mad cheesy...)
<3 i would love to see you/ have lunch/ do something with you before i move away in march to have a sophmore moment two years late :D have one remaining amazing memory, but not the last i hope...
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xo.
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i really got my feelings hurt one day when someone told me they overheard you and lez
(i guess one day when she was in town)
talking about me in not so positive manner.
and i suppose on any other day i would have confronted the situation,
to make sure of the truth of the source.
but i think what made it so hard was the fact that i know lezlie does NOT like me
(and for that i've never understood why)
so i just thought that you as well could not like me,
and once again throw me for a complete and total loop.
does this mean that you indeed were not shit talking me,
and still really do consider me a friend?
because i know that every time i see my le tigre sticker on my car,
or see that old black gold of yours, complete with it's little black spoiler,
i have nothing but fond memories of you yourself.
maybe one of these days we can make it up to one another,
because i always thought i was better than this.
xo
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a) excessive work (60+hrs a week isn't very fun)
b) depression
the only reason i really see j anymore is because i live with him.
the last 2.5 years haven't been the most fruitful of my life.
one of these days i'll be able to feel and act like a kid.
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hey well thats why i moved out of sav, people just i guess grew up. well who knows.
i have to say that makes two of us on leigh's lj, but honestly i don't know what i did wrong, and i'm not trying to offend by saying something.
girl, i'll be there in one month almost exactly!!!!
xoxoxo
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i'll love you forever.
i'll like you for always.
as long as your living.
my baby you'll be.
remember i'm a phone call away. and your definitely LESS than three months away from escaping hell.
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and in the mean time, have needed to be heard.
it's okay that we're all growing up,
but not as okay to grow so negatively apart.
seriously, thank you guys, for all of this.
somewhere deep inside, i think it found its way to my heart.
(dang... that's mad cheesy...)
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before i move away in march
to have a sophmore moment two years late :D
have one remaining amazing memory, but not the last i hope...
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