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Title: Can’t You See?
Length: 1/2
Pairing: Kihae, implied Kibum/OC
Summary: Why can’t you see it?
A/N: I hope it’s ok J
Do you know how it feels to love someone but they love your friend? I do, you feel jealous, angry that you’re not that person. You really want to kill that person and wish he would turn to you, but no, you haven’t got the guts.
School days, I hate them. The only part of the day I like is home group, that’s when we are together. Only for 20 minutes, that’s how long I get to be with you, look at you, adore you. When we’re sitting with our group of friends, your hand lightly brushes mine, my face instantly turns pink. My heart flutters. Others notice and asked if I’m ok, but you don’t even seem like you care. You act cold towards me, like I’m not even around; when it’s just us, like on msn, you open up and tell me your secret that you’ve been keeping. This secret shatters my heart, breaks it apart. You would tell me how much love her, want to be with her, and still you don’t realise what I feel.
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It’s been almost a 6 months, nothing has changed. The 20 minutes still mean the most to me during the school day, the light brushing of the hand continues and yet you still don’t notice how I feel. Every night we stay up chatting with each other, mostly you telling me how much you still love her and I just reply with an ‘Oh’. There’s nothing else I could say. Oh how I wish you could see me in a different way, other than being just your friend.
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Time’s almost up, it’s nearly the end of the school year, and I’m leaving to study abroad. Everyone is upset that I’m not returning next year and here you are not showing a single emotion. Nothing, zip, zero. What happened to the boy I loved so much? After telling everyone the news, you stopped talking to me completely; no more msn, no more hand touches. We were just two strangers that hang out with the same people. My heart stops fluttering now when I see you, you’re just a person that I know.
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8 months have past. It’s time for me to go now; we’re all standing around the door that will lead me to America. Tears are sliding down my face as I say goodbye to our friends, not wanting to let go to each hug. Goodbyes are hard, even harder when it’s to the person you loved. I planned on giving you polite bow and then leaving to start my new life somewhere else. But here you are with your arms spread out wide, waiting for me to come into your embrace. I thought I could do this, a quick hug and I’m gone. But slowly walking towards you, my feelings come rushing back, my tears rushing out. Your arms hold me tightly, so tight I can feel your heart beating. Your hug is so warm, I wish I could stay with you but I cant, I need to go.
Donghae, I should’ve told you this a long time ago. I love you. Please stay. I know you love too, please just stay.
Great timing isn’t it? Through the six months we spent every night talking to each other and you choose this moment to tell me. Just great, perfect. What do you expect me to say? I love you too?
The time is gone now, last calls for Flight 5641 to America have been announced. I pulled out of your embrace but you’re still holding onto me. The tears have gotten worse, my words sounding like a slur.
Kibum, I need to go.
Don’t go, please I love you.
Finally releasing me, I wipe away the tears. I walk away, carry bag in one hand and luggage in the other. Giving one more goodbyes to my friends as I go, I turn to you; I see tears running down your face.
Goodbye Kibum.
A few steps from the door, I turn to see you bawling you eyes out, friends gathering around you giving you a hug. You call out those three words again.
I love you
My tears are back, but I have to go on. I hope you’ll wait for me even if there’s a chance I won’t be coming back.
Kibum, just wait for me
Should I do a sequel?
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