got SO trashed with Broch last night. feeling kindve gross right now. got way way way too trashed.

Derek has a flight date! Finally! September 16th he should be in North Carolina. I can't go to meet him because of work, but I should be able to see him 4-6 days after. More waiting, but no more not knowing. He has a flight date! Finally!

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im sick. again. there must be something wrong with my immune system or something ( Read more... )

grrrrrrrrrrrrrr! IM SO FRUSTRATED!!! why won't they just give them a freaking flight date!?! don't they understand that people have jobs they have to take off of work for? gr.

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had a pretty shatty day. there are so many things in this life that i wish i didnt have to go through...but at the same time, i know these things must be teaching me something. i just..i dont know...does the pain ever really end, or do we just move from one painful thing only to finally get over it and hurt for some other reason...or never get over ( Read more... )

derek's flight is supposed to land on the 11th!! I JUST GOT AN EMAIL TONIGHT SAYING HE MAY LAND ON THE 9TH!!! all of their dates have been moved ahead because they're ahead of schedule. they are already done everything they need to do in kuwait. ill start to get excited when i see his bus come in.

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worst night ever. got lost, bled all over my pants, and left my wallet at the store with everything in it. worst night ever.