only ten more minutes of this day. thank God.

Happy Valentine's Day everyone

The haxor handle of TheObe is "Lun1x N1ghtshad3".

he's gone. I don't even know for sure where he is going, and i have no idea when he will be back. *sigh* I'm so sick of being alone.

IM ENGAGED.

not kidding

havent written in a while, don't worry, im not dead. but i am very very sick. im probably going to the emergency room tonight. been working alot. almost 50 hours this week. living with derek now. its going good. well, gonna go now.

my hopes are that maybe one day she'll realize all the pain she's put me through. maybe she'll read back on the things she's written, think back on the things she's said and done...and there will be some kind've growth for good within her selfish, selfish mind. i am sick of being a doormat, and a financial help. i'm either a sister, or not. i'm ( Read more... )

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been happy lately, but not so much today, and not so much last night. bout to get ready for work. usually a nice escape, but i think im gonna apply for a new job. im pretty sick of not being appreciated. i also realized recently that i cant move up until other people move up. so i feel like im just hitting the old glass ceiling. maybe its time to ( Read more... )

im so sick and tired of not being appreciated

i dont know how much longer i will be able to stand living in this house.

its getting to the point where im starting to not care, but not because its wearing out, because im beginning to really truly hate her for what shes doing.