It's days like these that you remember. It's the kind of day that as soon as you wake up, you know it'll be a bad day. I realised something last night. The key to my problem. The answer I had been seeking. You were that answer. But you managed to slip through my fingers like fine sand. As I held your hands so few weeks ago, I felt like life was ( Read more... )

Do you ever feel like just giving up? Just laying down and staying there for as long as you need to to end your nightmare? That's how I feel, except my nightmare doesnt end. It's one endless void of pain and torture, where I lay in agony and just try to sleep life away. It comes back again and again while all I can do is watch it happen. It crushes ( Read more... )

This is the beginning of the end. A downward spiral from which there is no return. I only have one thought as I fall into the abyss: Why? Why was this brought down on me? What did I do to deserve this? It's then that is hits me. The blackness so complete it threatens to swallow me whole. I want to give in to it, but I know there is something ( Read more... )