The stuff in the entry above. I've been through that. I know what it's like. If you ever want to talk, IM me or something. I survived. I'll help any way I can.
you shouldn't beat yourself up. you are a wonderfull person. don't let those demons inside you tell you otherwise... you have people out there who love you and would be deeply saddened, if you did what you were thinking about, some of those people being here, replying to what you wrote. we may be far apart, but we still care for you. you are a friend afterall. and though we may not be there to hold you and comfort you, a 'shoulder to cry on' if you will, hopefully, our writing to you, can soothe you in some ways. now please, take care, and try to keep the masachism to a minimum. you can only get so far hurting yourself. -Veg
it is amazing what we do just to try to feel. I am hollow too.. we all have problems.. all of them diffrent.. all of them important to that person.. none more important than the other.. just diffrent. people deal in diffrent ways. hell.. ive started taking the pills my dr gave me for a tooth ache that doesnt exist any more. just because they make me feel light for a while. and then the sickness comes. and i throw up.. and I do it all again.. search random diarys.. you would be supprised how fucked up everyone else is.. it makes me feel less alone.. and maybe a little less insane.. I misss you.. come back to me? to us? but mainly to me?
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and ~hug~
oh and you are amazing in my eyes.
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you are a wonderfull person. don't let those demons inside you tell you otherwise...
you have people out there who love you and would be deeply saddened, if you did what you were thinking about, some of those people being here, replying to what you wrote.
we may be far apart, but we still care for you.
you are a friend afterall.
and though we may not be there to hold you and comfort you, a 'shoulder to cry on' if you will, hopefully, our writing to you, can soothe you in some ways.
now please, take care, and try to keep the masachism to a minimum.
you can only get so far hurting yourself.
-Veg
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people deal in diffrent ways. hell.. ive started taking the pills my dr gave me for a tooth ache that doesnt exist any more. just because they make me feel light for a while. and then the sickness comes. and i throw up.. and I do it all again..
search random diarys.. you would be supprised how fucked up everyone else is.. it makes me feel less alone.. and maybe a little less insane.. I misss you.. come back to me? to us? but mainly to me?
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