Hanging out behind the club on the weekends
Acting stupid, getting drunk with my best friends
I couldn't wait for the weekend at the BCE Tour
I remember that it's the first time we hung out there
( BCE Tour )

What can I say about this annual car show held in Canberra? Not much really, seeing as I've never gone. I never ever want to either.
It's a real shame.
Secretly I love fast cars, big engines, burning rubber and heaps of smoke, loud sound systems, nice interiors, and beautiful paint jobs, thick tyres, shinny rims and spoilers, tinted windows... etc ( Read more... )

When it all comes crashing down
choke me home
to the stars

Whisper in my ear
"It'll be alright"
"It'll be over soon"

Hold me tight and never let go
The problems will vanish
The pain will cease

This song explains quite well how I feel at the moment..
[[Green = World, Pink = Spike, Strikeout = irrelevant, Blue = If Only..]]

Empty Promises by Behind Crimson Eyes

I hate you!
Those words go round and round my head
This isn't real...
I can't be dead
Look around as the sun goes down ( Read more... )

I didn't go to work on Monday, or yesterday (Wednesday). I tried going again today. I was almost 20 minutes late and only lasted about 2 hours before I had to go home again ( Read more... )

Today Spike and I decided to go on a brake..

Oh, and I got a prescription (and repeats) of the antidepressants I used to take.

Yeah.. my life thus far..