I knew it was coming. I sensed trouble. I tried to prepare, but it knocked me down...way down. I thought maybe this time....well maybe this time I was ready. But I should know that hoping gets me nowhere. I stopped wishing and dreaming a long time ago, but I still hoped. That was stupid. I think deep down, I knew it wasn't going to get ( Read more... )

So I realized something...I'm on my way to trouble. Very quickly. I forgot how good the feeling was. I thought maybe...well I don't know. I had hope. Hope is always the most dangerous emotion. It always tricks me into feeling safe, feeling loved, feeling happy. But it's an illusion. It's not real, and I'm not all right. I never have been ( Read more... )

Hmmmmm awkward.
I guess it could be worse.
We'll see where this leaves us.
Could be a good thing, right?

I can't say I didn't see it coming. I totally knew.

The sad thing I'm not sure it changes much...

So basically the rally was amazing. It was so great to see so many people (The New York Times estimates 20 to 30 thousand attended) band together and stand up for those people suffering in Darfur. Hopefully the message was heard (the NY Times def heard it, it made the front cover) and the UN and Bush will listen to the message. In the 21st ( Read more... )

mmmm i love being sick.

especially on top of everything else.

it's wonderful.

i'm currently hopped up on 4 different vitamins, 2 day-quils, 2 decongestants, and 2 tylenol.

yah it's great.

blegh

Happy 59th Birthday Daddy.
You woulda been an old man ;)

I love you.
I miss you.

69 things you may have never known about me ( Read more... )

eghh i dislike homework. and reading chapters. especially when the last half of the first chapter started to make no sense.

and there was some dude playing the piano when i tried to go. boo.

is it bad that i kind of don't like this already?