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Oct 17, 2006 18:49

i'm so fucking sick of hating myself. that's it. i'm completely fucking sick of myself ( Read more... )

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bagye October 17 2006, 23:03:17 UTC
I love you. But I'm not so happy myself either. I wish you had a landline phone... I want to talk to you! I want to listen to your problems.... vent damn you! Send me a big ol email or something. I miss you. I'm lost without you.

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sullyneesan October 18 2006, 12:32:27 UTC
i would, but i rarely have enough time to actually sit down and write a big ol e-mail per se....

i'll just keep randomly venting through livejournal i guess.

miss you mom!

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tweakgreenberg October 17 2006, 23:37:34 UTC
i know exactly what you mean. to a T... i also feel that if i'm really my true true self, people won't like who i am... i know where you're at now... the past couple of days have been pretty bad

there are very very few people here that i can speak to about what's going on with me.

hope things turn around for us soon.

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sullyneesan October 18 2006, 12:31:41 UTC
yeah...it's getting old.

but thanks for sharing that you feel the same. it's something, at least!

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sullyneesan October 18 2006, 12:31:09 UTC
before you go home? what do you mean?

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__hitnrun October 18 2006, 03:20:59 UTC
vent to me! i am more then happy to listen and just accept. tomorrow during twin time. you me, my apartment...there will be no escape (except for when i have to do that denise norman thing)

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sullyneesan October 18 2006, 12:30:48 UTC
i cant be a twin today....see...the thing is...i haven't had a tutorial in like 3 weeks so i kind of forgot about them - and hence, i have one today during our alleged twin time.

<3

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crookedthief October 18 2006, 15:37:30 UTC
i miss the pullout couch.
that's all.

venting to a computer sucks tricia. compared to venting directly to a specific person, even if it's only through an email. you know how we roll, you and i, with our venting. no pity, no shame, no feeling like you've been left vulnerable. that's what the couch was all about.

i know we never catch each other on msn, but i always check my mail. and i'm always here to listen if you need a listener. we're peemers, and peemers stick together. i think you're a spectacular person, inside and out. i just had to live with you and dig a little deeper to see that person inside you. i love you, and i can't understand how anybody especially yourself could hate... you? which is why we have to have a great talk sometime soon. i'm now going to sign this like i would an email.

muah, mook and hoohdeedoh,
chanticlaire (i miss you.)

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sullyneesan October 18 2006, 15:41:36 UTC
i think i might get nodes because of peeming.
[i still peem, and will never stop]

and thankyou. i miss living with you and how effing wise you are.

<3
bye chantitclaire!

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