Comments | sulphur: King Ink feels like a bug, and he hates his rotten shell.

sulphur

King Ink feels like a bug, and he hates his rotten shell.

Dec 21, 2002 06:30

Yeah, I'm still alive.

I don't often write in here without being full of drugs, but today I will.

I was actually contemplating deleting this journal because I do feel like I'm just going round and round in circles, writing the same shit over and over again...fucked myself up on ritalin, got distracted by hallucinations of people fucking in the ( Read more... )

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painfulhonesty December 20 2002, 15:48:50 UTC

Do you feel as though you're writing for an audience? It stifles.

Re: sulphur December 20 2002, 22:51:18 UTC

Yeah...bit of a double edged sword, that one. I wouldn't be able to write anything at all were it not for the fact that it is all being made public, however, now that there are people actively reading this stuff, including some I don't know about...

..I dunno, I just find myself asking, what was the idea behind this again?

jackscoldsweat December 28 2002, 22:08:18 UTC

please. if i'm a harlot, then you're a nymphomaniac. sick fuck. at least i've only made love to one person that MEANT something to me instead of having compulsive sex with many and thinking about it ALL THE TIME.

Comment deleted and reposted to correct a dodgy html tag sulphur December 29 2002, 17:56:28 UTC

Thanks so much! I kid you not, I got this comment in my inbox half an hour ago, and I've only just stopped laughing now. Well, mostly stopped, anyway...

Ahh...I suppose some sort of reply is in order then. OK.

Firstly, I'm not a nymphomaniac, I'm an erotophobe. I imagine, however, that the internal symptoms of the two are more or less identical. But while the external symptoms of nymphomania are...well...pretty bloody obvious, the only external vent for erotophobia (in my case at least) is this.

Maybe I am a sick fuck (I'm surprised, incidentally, that you're the first person to call me that) but I am completely harmless. This journal is all about what happens iniside my skull at certain times, and with the exception of this journal, inside my skull is where it stays.

at least i've only made love to one person that MEANT something to meTempting as it is to respond, "and how many thousands that didn't?" I'll resist for now and say that on that count we're the same. Although, Im guessing that unlike me you didn't hate every ( ... )

Re: Why hello there... sulphur July 22 2003, 18:04:47 UTC

Thinking back, though, it was awfully childish of me...

Re: Why hello there... jackscoldsweat July 22 2003, 18:28:24 UTC

well thanks, i guess...what community are you from again haha??

<3 x deanna

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