One of my new flatmates is a male prostitute. I think he is, anyway. He hasn't actually said that, but he has implied it once or twice. But that's not important. Anyway, the other night he came home with a shitload of rubber johnnies, which he distributed evenly amongst the flat. Whereupon I realised that any time I'm given condoms, I suddenly
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Allow me to say that it's cool that you recognise the shift in your brainal function when you're horny. I'm sorry that you beat yourself up for that and so much else, though. Why exactly would you prefer to be someone besides yourself?
Are you actually bad-looking or is it just some sort of self-esteem issue suggesting that?
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I just get the very strong message that I wouldn't get shot down so much if I was someone else. I always seem to be not something enough, you know?
Are you actually bad-looking or is it just some sort of self-esteem issue suggesting that?
Probably the latter...I know there's uglier guys than me out there...it's not that I think I'm bad looking, per se, just...mediocre, ya know?
Having said that, though...I have seen myself naked. I'm not sure I want anyone else to.
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