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sum1_special115

fun!

Jun 16, 2004 13:32

Well...im sitting in my room...and had an entry here earlier...and it said some pretty crucial and hurtful things about people i truly care about and it took someone to tell me just how hurtful it was for me to realize it! So for the person i hurt I'm so unbelieveably sorry! This goes out to you...to tell you that im trying...i will improve myself ( Read more... )

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anonymous June 16 2004, 11:43:05 UTC

It's me...you think I never loved you??? Why do you think i tried so hard to make sure you knew I still wanted to be good friends with you. You know what, think of me as just one of your 17 boyfriends. 'Cause the way you made me sound in this motherfucking entry says JUST THAT! So...whatever...I don't care, because I truly did and do love you...but I'm not gonna let you bother me. I don't know if this is one of your fucking mind games or what. You keep that bullshit to you and your asshole friends...good-bye

im sorry! sum1_special115 June 16 2004, 12:37:17 UTC

look...it takes me a lot of screwing up to realize how bad some of the things i say are! It takes a lot of broken hearts and feelings to be hurt...im a slow learner i guess you could say! But that is one of the things i promised you I'd try to change! I do truly care about you...and im sorry for making it seem like i dont believe your feelings! I'm sorry...my emotions get the best of me...and I say things i shouldnt..! I'm truly sorry! I <33 You Ross Thomas!

___tinycities June 16 2004, 12:10:57 UTC

Kelly, first off, don't ever, ever, ever put feelings in someone's mouth or ... heart or whatever part they come from. It's hard, but you can never assume what the other person is thinking or how they feel. I've learned from experience that doing that only creates more drama and trouble in so many ways. Even if love is rare when you're 14, I'm sure he wouldn't have stayed with you for 7 months unless he cared for you a whole lot. Secondly, don't look back on it as something that was bad for you, it's something that happened, it was over half of a year of having someone there for you, someone to be with, all that good stuff. All you can do from this, no matter how much it hurts, just remember you're going to grow from it. It's really, really hard right now, I know. It'll get harder before it gets better, remembering everything that you did, all the things that aren't going to happen again, then if you ever see them with someone else ... it's not easy. It will get easier, though. Give it a few weeks, and look back on how you ( ... )

ahh...thank you! sum1_special115 June 16 2004, 12:34:35 UTC

I know..what is so sad...is it takes such an awesome person like you to tell me...you'd think i would notice these things on my own! I know its hard...but you are making it so much easier to get through...i love you bunches Sarah...and of course..i'll see you all the time next year! You are so awesome! Don't let anyone tell you otherwise! Love ya bunches!

<33 Kelly Poo!