I was home sick today, I hate staying home sick.. I used to love it.. but now I don't. I was planning on going to school, but I got no sleep last night so my dad told me to just stay home ( Read more... )

midnight bowling tonight, but me and niki are so tired ( Read more... )

It just hit me that I'm going out to Cali. I knew I was going, but it just now became real to me. 29 days now and I can't wait ( Read more... )

Last night was homecoming. It was a lot of fun, but it made me miss Zach so much more. And it was really weird seeing David there and not talking.. We used to be so close. He was my best friend and so much more, but things change. I just wish what I did didn't make us stop talking all together ( Read more... )

I'm really excited for homecoming. Dan called me and told me he was going so that's really cool. I told him I'd save him a few dances. Only 39 days until I go to CA. Yeah.. "only"... right. IT'S SO LONG FROM NOW ( Read more... )

I was caught somewhere between a woman and a child ( Read more... )

I looked back at all of my past entries and the comments along with them. I've come to realize a couple things ( Read more... )

I never in my life thought that I would find someone so loving, understanding, trustworthy, fun and sexy as him. I also never thought that it would be this hard to hold on when I did. We are so right for each other, but we have to wait over a year to be together. It is so unbelievably hard on the both of us, but I know we can make it through ( Read more... )

He bought my ticket. I'm really going, it's really happening for me. Love is amazing!

To be honest... I'm so scared to get out of high school. I know now what I want to do.. but I don't have the money for the schooling. Now I have to think about where I'm going to go and loans and hopefully grants. I'm scared to leave everyone too. Graduation is coming up so quickly already and it almost hurts. Everything about senior year is both ( Read more... )