Ryan and I have broken up and I was too stupid to see it. It all happened so fast that there honestly isn't anything to explain. I still adore him and hopefully I can make the best of what's around.

ANYONE ELSE WANNA RIP MY HEART OUT?! COME ON AND JUMP ON THE BAND WAGON!

Last night was great. I went to the movies with Alyssa and Amber and we saw The Jacket. It was really REALLY good. On our way there Amber's dad called Ryan Fox ( Read more... )

This week has been so.. blah... I can't even describe it. Probably the feeling of just coming back from break. I'm just so tired and I don't feel like things are working for me at all. I've just been having a lot of highs and lows. Hopefully this weekend I'll clear my head. I won't get to see Ryan though because he's going on that splash lagoon ( Read more... )

Well I didn't get the job because I'm 14. If you ask me, that's age descrimination ( Read more... )

My mom got a job! She's happy and tonight we had a little celebration. haha. I'm going to Myrtle Beach with Megan over spring break and it's gonna be awesome. Thank you so much, Megan for inviting me. Tomorrow I have an interview at Wendy's! OH YES! Hopefully everything goes well. Everything is going great and I love my life! Much love.

<3 Tina

Last night, Jada slept over and we watched Saw. We made recordings, "some people are so ungrateful to be alive." We turned on our gaydar and looked at all the gay people on my space. haha, the black guy with the big ass!! While me and Jada were looking through pictures on my computer, we stumbled upon old pictures of Greg, Brittney, and a few ( Read more... )

I guess we're tight on money since my mom lost her job. I guess I haven't really thought that we would ever be running tight on money. It sucks. All I have in my pocket is 5 dollars. I need to get a friggin job. My mom went to this job place today that tells her what kind of things she can do. They said she won't be able to get a job because it won ( Read more... )

Yesterday me and Zac went to the library and hung out there for a little bit. After we had torn through magazines and made fun of enough people, we walked to the dollar store. That place is AWESOME! No lies, EVERTHING is a dollar! I bought so much stuff. I got some bootleg soda. It's called SHASTA! Hell yeah! It tasted kinda flat but come on, it's ( Read more... )

Yesterday was just strange. I woke up in an amazing mood and then I just started feeling like crap. Me and Jessi ended up not working out. I hacked her hair, it looks much healthier. We walked to Tom Wahl's and Jessi picked up an application. I didn't bother. I think I'm just gonna apply to Wendy's because I know a bunch of people that are working ( Read more... )

ughh I totally feel like crap right now and I miss Ryan so much. I'm gonna just stay home tonight and watch movies. Much love.

<3 Tina