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letting it all go
I've been packing all day and throwing away a buncha stuff. It feels so good to throw everything away from my past. Anything that has a memory with what's his face.....I throw it out unless I absolutely need it. I found a picture of us together and it just seemed like it was a whole other life that was like....twenty years ago or something. Feels ( Read more... ) -
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I got my blood test results from my doctor. I had been having more "female" problems lately. The main cause of my most recent issue is pretty much unresolved but as my results say, 'Your progesterone level is low consistant with poor ovulation'. This is no new news for me. I've said for years how I don't think I'm fertile. I'm definitely not ( Read more... ) -
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Hmmm, the new Sephora magazine came in the mail today. I love not taking any classes and the most important decision I have to make is to buy or not buy my own spray tanner gun for $175. I haven't had a real tan since I was 15. It would be interesting to say the least. -
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I don't really have much to write. Just the usual. I look around at my life now and am so happy that I seriously feel like it's too good to be true. I look where I live, the amazing guy that I have, the friends I have now...some the same ol' friends and some new and I just can't believe how lucky I am.
1. I live in such a great house and will be ( Read more... ) -
Happy Birthday to me!
Fuck yeah! I'm a 1/8 American Indian...my great-grandmother was full-blooded Cherokee Indian...I can get scholarships! I'm soooo looking into that. -
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I think I have an addiction to searching and posting for new jobs. I just saw a position that I want and I am really considering applying for it. It's a job that is within the Health Information Management field, which is my major at FCCJ. Thing is....it's in Orlando. I'm trying to tell myself to just wait and that I'm sure that when I'm done with ( Read more... ) -
Happy Valentine's!
Valentine's Day has come a long way since being my absolute most dreadful holiday. I used to think it was a total Hallmark holiday...and it is, but nothing like the Valentine's of yester-year. Instead of broken promises, complete let downs, and misery...I get awesome surprises, sneaking kisses at work, and complete happiness! I never knew I could ( Read more... ) -
Here today...cancer tomorrow.
So, the last few months I've been questioning my faith. My general faith in any sort of higher power. Before losing my dad, I never thought of it really. Never really crossed my mind...other than the thought that I was open minded to all faiths and belief systems. Going to such a hardcore Baptist church will sometimes make you think that way after ( Read more... ) -
I'm so sleepyyyyy
I swear the days aren't long enough. I've been on a decent sleep schedule for the last few days in which I have been waking up and getting to work by about 6:30am and wide awake and ready to go by 8am on the weekends. It's really nice enjoying a full weekend and leaving work at 2:30pm but....by the time I get home from work, do my algebra homework ( Read more... ) -
I want to sleep!!!!!!!!!!!
I wish I were sleeping. My alarm clock will sound in less than 3 hours....I figure with it being that late, I might as well stay up or else when I do drift asleep...I won't wake up. I absolutely hate bedtime. I usually try to not take naps in the afternoon so that most the time I go to bed I can go to sleep and not have to worry about this. And ( Read more... )