OMG yesterday was horrible and odd! first of all today in 1st hour was the first day that Billy had EVER told me i was beautiful! That was sooo weird that all the sudden he seems to think so after everything has gone on with us and now he seems to miss me after i have someone that i am COMPLETELY happy with and i don't ever wanna lose ( Read more... )

OMG i love this boy!! Allen is the best EVER! for Valentines Day he got me a dozen pink roses (which are my favorite) and a card with a balloon! It was sooo sweet :) and then i got to be with him all that night so really this Valentines day was the best one i have ever had! <3 this is like the first time i have had someone on Valentines Day that ( Read more... )

Friends~ What exactly are they? Aren't they people you can confide in with all of your most secret secrets? Aren't they people that are faithful and true? Aren't they people who are there for you every step you take even if they know its not the best choice you could make but they let you live and learn and not try to live your life for you? Don't ( Read more... )

I dunno how to deal with this i feel soo betrayed. . .someone that i never thought would ever turn on me completely stabed me in the back! I am soo tired of it! I feel like everytime i get a good friend they turn out to be not so great. . . It hurts to know that my friends talk behind my back! what did i ever do to deserve this?! Sometimes i just ( Read more... )

Last night was alotta fun!! we went to the Basketball game(which our varsity team sux so of course we lost) and then we went bowling. . . well at first i was kinda pissed off but Holly helped alot! Love that girl!! and When we got to the bowling Alley i found Kelsie and then i was soo hyper cause that girl is krazy! Love her to death!! yeah ( Read more... )

God I am soo sick of just bein another face in the crowd! No one in their right mind would notice some loser like me! By the way my name is girl and I really have no one that is there for me 24/7 without at one point or another giving me that look like I just need to shut up before I get shot in the face! I am tired of people tellin me that I am ( Read more... )

I hated her to no end! I didn't want anything to do with her. She was someone I never thought i would ever be friends with. . . .but i decided that everyone deserves a second chance ( with a little help from Allen) we started talkin about all kinds of stuff. . . she's really awesome. . .I can't believe i hated her soo much! Its sooo odd that when ( Read more... )

ME AND THE MOON ( Read more... )

OMG if you wanna talk to me you can freakin IM me its not my fault if i am doin something and don't notice that you get on!! MY BAD! If you needed to talk to me you knew that i was on! A friendship can't be based on one person trying and the other one deciding "well she is on she can IM me" Thats not how this works! I can't just sit there and stare ( Read more... )

No school today!! Yeah buddy ( Read more... )