Just so you know I feel like I'm losing you and yeah maybe I'm a little jealous but better to admit it then not...lets get it out in the open now...I can't make you do anything you don't want to do...I just want this to be the best...I mean like I told you before I was really little and I wanted to talk to you so bad and you read stories to me and ( Read more... )

I have to face the cold fact that my life isn't that great...I will never have or get what you do and please don't take that lightly because they don't come around often...they haven't been in my life for a very very long time...I had a fake one for a long time and it was never really true...I'm glad that people want to be your best friend/friend ( Read more... )

Had I fun day at work...if you can call that fun. Martin came to see me and that was pretty cool...and dance this morning was totally not awake...lol...I couldn't focus and I so left like everything there...

If you are to hang out with somone please don't talk about me and tell lies to them...it's bery immature...I love you and appriciate it!
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So I just want to say to all these anonymous people...your full of crap...and I don't want to hear what you have to say if you don't say who you are...if you would be so kind as to tell me who the heck wrote in my journal then do so...because I'm not mad I just think that I should know who thinks these things...and by the way WHAT THE HECK AM I ( Read more... )

Umm...sry for last night I didn't mean any of it well I did but theres no point in getting into any of it at all and all I was trying to do was help and I shouldn't do that you can do whatever you want and I'm fine with that cuz your not me. I just felt like I was ruining your fun and I didn't want to do that so I just thought if I acted like I ( Read more... )

I feel like I just want to give up on you right here and now...I feel like there is no point anymore...I feel close to you but you'll just push me away and I feel like you might just not care and I don't want you to one day say to me were not who we are anymore so I can't talk to you...

I have to much to say...and I can't say much because I can't think of how to word it...but here goes nothin ( Read more... )

I'm done with all this drama...I just think it's funny. I'm not about to let it bother me so just don't talk to me about it ( Read more... )

Omg, here we go again...more drama...and I just don't get it. Why do we always have to talk about people? I just realyl don't know. Oh by the way, just so you all know I'm not the one who is talking about anyone so don't even try to say that I was saying anything about you or anyone else! Got it? Good, I though so ( Read more... )