hey ( Read more... )

at times i think i could handle hearing about her ( Read more... )

she rained on me ( Read more... )

i can't believe it she died omg i don't even know what to say right now propably right later

i Quit i quit i quit i quit i ake it anymore Fuck whatever.

oh man i'm so confused right now about so many things or just one maybe i don't even know anymore i wish this confusion would just clear cuz first off it's messing with my sleep and i'm going insane as well arggg i don't even know how to explain it and i don't know who to talk to about it and i really want to clear things out damn man i wish shit ( Read more... )

CrashnSmash64: yay the Hallijen is on-line ( Read more... )

Hello Hope everyone out there is doing good and have started there New year on a better foot.why is that i can't start a better year? why is that my life is fucked with all the time? i don't understand why i can't have peace. and it's funny to cuz people tell me i have it good at home i'm sorry but nobody knows how i have it i hate my life last ( Read more... )

You know what's sad is I almost forgot what you look like. has it really been that long, where I need photos to remember your face? I'm constantly losing it. it took me a full minute to match a person with your screen name. and it was all so vague, so...distant. I know I should know you better, and I know at one point I did. at one point we were so ( Read more... )

There are days when i’m numb
restless and too overcome
with memories to even move
days when i look at you
and try to remember what it was like
to kiss you
the same visions in black and white
repressed and usually untapped
but every now and then i remember
and i look at you
and wonder if you remember, too