yo yo. today wus goood. i woke up&my eye wus swolen - greaaaat. iced it&erica took me 2 practice. still had my doggie's little ice cream thing haha. 1ce we got there we jus went into our squads&talked bout whut we gottuh bring 2 camp&shit. it wus funn. we jus all chilled&shit. nooooo practicing, no nothing. jus bullshittinnn =). then they started ( Read more... )

today was a great day. talked 2 chels&made plans. her&chrissy came over. chilled in my room.  then after a while chrissy had 2 go home so we walked to pizza hut&saw tomesko&dan prendergast. sed hello's&then chrissy got picked up. mike left so me&chels walked to erica's. hung out w/ her, gobeleski&karcz. then i took chels home becuz she hadda go. ( Read more... )

fuck it. i'm not doing better. i just cant fuckin do it. i might as well just not talk to him or anything not be his bestfriend, nothing. because this is really hard for me, &as much as i swear i don't really care what goes on, i do. it kills me. i jus dont know what to do with myself. as the days pass, i try to make believe that its easier&im okay ( Read more... )

goodbye livejournal. not updating until i'm over him&everything about him. which means i will never update again. becuz it will take me a million lifetimes until he's gone. behind the cut is what goes thru my head&what will from now until i forget. &forgetting takes longer than he thinks.

( coz my heart cant take it anymore.. )

today i hung out with casey for like 3 hours. my dad wanted me home early so it sucked. then i slept for like 30 minutes&woke up. went online&then christina called me. i talked to her for a while&now i'm talkin to her on the comp. called matt when i was @ casey's, but he was just about to leave for baseball practice :(. nothing much really went on ( Read more... )

today was amazing. woke up around 330 in the afternoon. called up matt. he was actually awake. called christina&she was w/ tom. made plans to have them over. matt came around 5. we chilled. felt amazing to be w/ him after a couple days. left around 6 when tom&christina came. hung out w/ them for a while&fell asleep. went down by tim's where alotta ( Read more... )

this weekend was funfunfun. yesterday was a girls day <33. erica came over around 4, christina came at 430. we hung out in my room 4 a liddle, then we went to my backyard&played w/ waterballoons again. we filled some up 4 tom, but he never came until later. so we jus threw them @ each other&then hosed each other down. that was fun haha. massaging ( Read more... )

today was good.

erica woke me up around 1&i went 2 her house. we chilled outside&then went back 2 my house cuz tim got his sched. so i got mine&spazzed out cuz its 1 step closer 2 chs. so then i called people&i dont really have classes w/ anybody. i have 1st with case, 5th&6th w/ matt, lunch w/ richie, and 8th w/ tricia. nothing w/ stac or lexa =(. ( Read more... )

today was amazing.. but the end sucked. yeah it sucked big vagina man balls okay?!

sooo i called chels&kim around 1&we made plans. so they came around 430&chelsea's mom took us to mt. prospect. she took the longest way possible haha. then we go there&i meet andrea. she is sucha sweetie&i'm glad i met her! so we jus hang out&it was lotsa fun. we ( Read more... )

Yesterday was just a confusing day for me. Things went great, but then ended up shitty. So I went to richie’s w/ lexa becuz we wanted to play waterballoons. &then richie’s like .. matt wanted us to call once u got here, so he called him&like 2 seconds later he is already there. So they wanna go 2 quik check&I see mer&john there. Then we go buy our ( Read more... )