i just dont know what to do anymore. this is probably the 10millionth time i've said this in my life.

i'm messing things up with so many people right now and i just dont know what to do. i'm so sorry.

it sucks bc in the end, regardless of what people say it WILL matter. i just dont know what to say.

i love you all so much.

i always found it stupid when people posted lyrics, b/c no one ever read them...but read this or not, i'm going to post one of my favorite goo-goo dolls songs ever b/c its so pertinent to my mood right now. so yea ( Read more... )

so time for an actual update of my lj ( Read more... )

i hate swimming season. everyone gets sick. then it takes us the entire season to get over it ( Read more... )

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SmarterChild: No way ( Read more... )

so even though some of us may have thought we were gonna die, and our backyards all look like crap, and you SILL may not have power (or ac), who doesnt love a 5 day weekend ( Read more... )

said goodbye to brandon and oscar tonight.
what would you do was fun. i'm gonna miss you guys.
leaving to the bahamas this morning. be back sometime thursday.
--bridge

so summer has come and passed. and i have to say, i loved every fucking minute of it ( Read more... )