oh yea. i was right. :)

tonight is going to be fun. i'm excited =)

i haven't slept in 48 hours ( Read more... )

I'm contemplating entering one of my photos into photocontest for next week but i'm a little scared to. :/

and my life is continuing on it's path of ridiculousness as usual.

i feel like i never see my friends.
it seems over half of the time i'm sitting in my room by myself.

i know i have lots of people in my life, but i can't help but feel lonely.

i got a phone call at 3:30 telling me to come downstairs and address a situation with the police about a kid getting jumped/attacked ( Read more... )

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i've been up since 4:30. and i'm currently freaking out about my academic situation. i just realized that i possibly fucked myself over extremely bad. so much so that i'll lose my job as an RA. i am just insaney overwhelmed right now and i don't know who to talk to about it, and i'm terrified to tell my parents ( Read more... )

i hate feeling this way.
i hate that i can't concentrate.
i don't like going to bed feeling/thinking like that.
and i sure as hell dont' like waking up to the same thing.

i just want someone to talk to, but it's 6:44 am....who the hell do you talk to at 6:44 am?

when am i going to stop kidding myself?