(no subject)
lately things have been kind of shifty and not right.
i've made mistakes and ive said the wrong things.
like the other night.
i told you i was sorry,
and i can tell it wasnt enough
i told you that i loved you
the words "i love you too"
didnt escape from your mouth.
so now im sitting here
thinking about the possabilities
of what we could be.
and one of them was nothing.
i dont want to lose you
i dont want to come close.
i want to love you
i want to be yours.
but your acting like you dont want to be with me
and im afraid
last night i bet you didnt know i cried myself to sleep.
well i did.
i tried to think about how to tell you this.
but all i could think of was you.
then i started to think
of everything that we've been through.
so im writing you an apology
of my wrong doings
if i hurt you in anyway
and thats why you dont act the same
if i made you fall out of love with me
im sorry.
i just want you to love me how you did.
Noah: Would you just stay with me?
Allie: Stay with you? What for? Look at us, we are already fighting.
Noah: Well that's what we do. We fight. You tell me when I'm being an arrogant son of a bitch and I tell you when you are being a pain in the ass. Which you are 99% of the time. I'm not afraid to hurt your feelings. You have like a two second rebound rate and your back do doing the next pain in the ass thing.
Allie: So what.
Noah: So it's not going to be easy. It's going to be really hard. And we're going to have to work at this every day. But I want to do that because I want you. I want all of you, forever, every day.
--the notebook--
Love always<3