I'm still SO sore! I spent the whole day in bed. Well I did have to go pay for a stupid bounced check and nearly fell down a really big flight of concrete stairs b/c my ass/back/legs hurt so much, but that was my only outing. When I came back, E was sleeping. He said he'd get up soon and take me to the ER. That was about 4:00pm. He's still sleeping ( Read more... )

i think i'm gonna go hide under my bed.
this great new year can suck my ass.

Yes, I feel like a (very sore) moron right now. I fuckin' fell down the steps to our porch earlier tonight and busted my ass hard. I jammed my tailbone and spine so hard that I was literally paralyzed for a minute or two. I know I'm gonna be so sore in the morning. I hope I just bruised it and didn't do any real severe damage to my tailbone or back ( Read more... )

i'm about to have a fit. i took E lunch and he looked all upset. i asked what was wrong and got the "i'll tell you later." all i know is that it's bad news. with all that's been going on lately, i can't even imagine what's next. not knowing what's happened now is making me really really REALLY nervous. must do something to distract myself ( Read more... )

Staying over at Mom's tonight ( Read more... )

oh, and on top of all the rest of it... our car got a flat tire today. yeah, like we can afford that.
i keep typing two or three of the same letter when i only mean to type one (caar instead of car) because my hands and my brain are moving so slow right now.
at least i'm not having that panic attack i was well on my way to a few minutes ago.

i finally had to give in and take a xanax. otherwise i'd probably be curled up in a fetal position on the futon screaming, crying, and pulling my hair out ( Read more... )

Ugh. Goddamnit! Why am I sitting here at almost 4:30 in the morning AGAIN??! *sigh ( Read more... )

OK, this is beginning to become a problem. I don't remember the last time I got to sleep before 4:30 in the morning ( Read more... )

Ugh. I'm really getting fed up with the immature peons i have to deal with. I'd go into it all but then I'd get really really riled up and that's something I'm really trying to avoid right now ( Read more... )