There will be no white flag above my door...

[summerlily530]

So, the last ... week.. or so? Ya. Shite. Abso-bloody-lutely buggery shite! It seems as though things just keep shitting on me. And because I can, I shall make a list.

• My brother decided that he is going to try and plan a NEW YEARS wedding with 5 months of planning. Any other freaking day and it would be easy, but no because he chose that day and in this city, my mom and me are now scrambling around like freaking chickens trying to find someplace that doesn't cost us 10G for a freaking room.
• I got bit by a bug on my bad foot and had to go to the hospital and got talked down to by a doctor who probably studied lymphadema for like 4 minutes in second year med school and I have had it for well over half of my life, so hrmm... Who do you think knows just a bit more about it?
• I went in to get my car fixed and not only is it going to cost me an arm and a leg (and probably part of my torso) but it also means I am car less for three to four days
• NS (new sister)'s brother is harassing and threatening her over and over again. Telling her he is going to sue her and all this, and she is freaking out, or atleast I assume so because she seems stressed, but doesn't really talk to us.
• I hate Phoenix, and yet I love Phoenix. I miss it when I am in Flagstaff, miss my mommy, my family. It sucks.
• I have had this stupid pseudo cold for the last 2 weeks and it seems somehow to just be getting worse..
• You know how I was so happy to be out of debt? Yea. I am back in that again, almost worse than before, due to lost glasses, car problems, denistry, etc.
• I was supposed to go to Vegas this weekend, but can't. At all. No 3 days with Fluffy. No M&M museum, no Coke factory. No Mamma Mia. Nada.
• My mom is depressed, and it is her birthday, and my grandma forgot it. She is getting older and sicker by the second, and I hate that.

And I sound like a little bitch. And I grasp that. I really do.

L.