well i talk to damen and i found out alot of different things

ill update later

i cant stop thinking about him

26 days it seems like years

still upset i guess i feel like crying <|3 i dunno wut to do anymore
so i guess i better stop complaing so heres wut i have to look foward to in two weeks

thursday - going to mi dads and cleaning the fucking house

friday- 13 cousins all not my age- 10 aluduts to somthing like that

staying at mi dads house for 4 days
this sucks bc megan is down

<|3

today was earthshattering

emily upset me <--- sorry to say

i love him no wit im in love with him

i need to see him

god why does life have to be like this to me

not fair

make me feel better .... . comments

even though i didnt get to see damen this weekend at least i got to here his voice and theres moe but i dont feel like explaining or sharing ( Read more... )

wut the hell am i suppose to do <33

i think im still in love with him

i need to see him GRRR

this weekend was well ok i guess i wish more stuff had happened but its only 3:37 and i still have time before i leave ems so hopefully my cell will ring and it will be him. im telling you everything that happened in order from friday to right now  ( of wut i remeber )

friday- came home from school and mi mom was home i hate when ppl are home ( Read more... )

Great day once again i was in a good mood maybe its the weather lol ( Read more... )

Alone the lines

alone the lines of forgetting
somthing that was
there but is gone now
apple skins and
dewy summer leaves
the golden sunshine
and the words you
use to call me are
fading words that
i use to know
i wish it was like
it use to be but
wishes dont
how true<|3

By: Megan Elizabeth

tell me wut you think of mi poem ? commetns please

So i got a book flipped on friday and finshed it today it was a good book it was like romanitc type thing but reminded me of bryan witch pisses me off URG grrr that pisses me off something ethier reminds me of bryan or damen and i dunno so then em ate over and i had to empty the dish washer and she was babbaling on about somethin that happened in ( Read more... )

Who ever rote those comments in emily LJ hurt me so fucking bad i wish i could jsut crawl into a hole bc to much fucking stuff happened this week that hurt me ready lets name so.

1. he doesnt think he treated me perfect when he did

2. the "slut" calling

and theres more but i have to go......

BEACH BASH TOMMROW IM GOING!!!!