as moving is getting closer i realise how frightened i am. to give up everything i know, security of a job and stuff. i mean i am looking forward to going so much but i am gonna miss here alot
er made me cry again
i am worried about my mum she has problems and i am worried when i move she will be alone :(
and i am worried i will be lonely too

i had comforting to do to louise, i went for lunch with my mum, i let my hair get greasy because i was to lazy to wash it, i had a chat with pezzy pezzy and his gfnd harriet as well(a lovely lady) i wrote off for 3 jobs in wales and i realised i cant go to italy as my passport is lost and my brith cirtificate isnt the right one to send off (i have ( Read more... )

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got rid of steve he pisses me off to much and he fucking bit me on the neck now i look like a fucking whore.
i am mad!
fuck off steve
hello rockstars and cowboys

well it feels like ages since i have updated this proper so here goes ( Read more... )

tonite i went out, felt rubbish and walked back home, scared as i was on my own :(
i wish louisa had come out altho i will see her 2moro
why is it some nites just seem rubbish no matter how good the company is :(

is for louisa weasel who stayed last nite and whom i <3!! 6 days lady i am glad you liked your letter, drinking tea and sofa kipping will commence!!!
I MISS YOU!!!!! :)
xxxxx

when i drive home at nites i love looking at the verges and seeing the rabbits eating the grass. its weird they are so calm with cars rushing past.

before i move i wanna do the following....
*grow the side thats short of my hair even to the other side i fucking hate it at the mo!plus grow the back out more so i ahve a proper moulet.
*become more feminine i think i am too manly (i cant really explain why)
*lose a stone
*stop biting my nails
erm thats it so far xxx

so last nite i was chatting to some guy who was a bmx'er and he was chatting to my friend too. then he said...
i can make you cum with one finger
enough said