Hi Dad

[summersky720]

I don't know why and I know why

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[kittineko]

You're sad 'cause you subconsciously wish you had a better relationship with your dad. Seriously. You want it because it's natural, and you don't 'cause if you did it would be really awkward given all the experiences you've had. It's more of you would like to go back in time and change your relationship from the start so that all the abuse didn't happen. That's why little things about it will get to you. If you seriously, truely didn't wish for a closeness it wouldn't hurt so much. Not that there's anything wrong with wanting it, everyone does, it's just not very possible in some cases. It's human nature to want love and affection from one's parents. But if you can't get it, just replace it with something else. A pet or something...friends, maybe. It will never truly replace the emptiness, but at least it will lessen the pain. <- speaking from personal experience.

I feel like a shrink sometimes. ^-^

<3
Kitti

You are a shrink in disguise

[summersky720]

Thanks for that advice.
It seems reasonable enough to infer it as the psychological
truth. So I shall. Hmm....someone to fill up my emptiness.
I don't know what or who that will be.
Maybe I should get a pet...
Humans are so much better.

Re: You are a shrink in disguise

[kittineko]

Get a puppy. Like I did. Puppies rock.

Kitti