OK, i am going to start the whole Bridget Jones's Diary thing here.....hehe...i need to not loose weight, but loose body mass....hehe...for the 5th time in the past 3 months, i was asked when i am expecting....so, i really need to lose my pudge in the front...that and my jeans don't fit anymore and i have no money to buy new ones......grr to living ( Read more... )

hey all, everything is good here.....i had fun going to the movies with luis...hehe..yeah it is definate that he has a girlfriend. it is ok though...we hung out and talked a lot...work is great....i love the apartment, the onlly thing about it is that we have fleas there....we need to bomb it!yay....hehe...yeah so that is pretty much it for now

Hey everyone....im gonna be offline for a little bit. im moving to a new apartment! yay!! i have a date with luis on sunday!!!!! yay!!!!!! that is a story and i will tell it later....maybe....hugs
becca

yay....only 4 days til i see jess, shawna, and jake!!!!!!!!!!! i can't wait!!! i have nothing really to say.........i just can't wait!!!!!!!!! yay!!!!

A boy died today. I was there. I held his hand...and prayed as he left this earth. I didn't really know him. He was from a town not to far away from here. his parents left for the night, and were not there early in the morning, so I sat with him. He died an hour later. The sun was shining as he took his last breath. It was almost beautiful ( Read more... )

have you ever just seen someone, and it makes your day better? you drive home smiling, just because you saw them? even if it was only for a second, just seeing them smile is enough to make you smile the rest of the day....and you realize that being friends with that person is enough....i'm happy you are happy....:)

yeah so luis is taken....i found out tonight.....oh well such is life...hopefully we can be friends....one of the nurses said that he just has a girlfriend, flirt away, he isn't married....i told her i just want him happy, she is like he has a girlfriend, maybe he isn't happy....im not gonna go for him...im not like that...im better than that.... ( Read more... )

so Luis is working tonight....that made me happier than i have been in a while...i was kinda suprised cause he worked monday....man....everyone at work now knows that i like him...he is 30...i found that out today.....8 years isn't that big of a difference is it? sigh....he prolly wouldn't even think of it...i dunno....sigh...but he is smiling at ( Read more... )

in not in college anymore

i might not be able to go to school after all......i can't get loans because of my credit history. i can't get to the financial aid office today because i have no gas. i also have no money in the bank to pay for gas. i don't get paid until the 9th. one of my patients last night asked me to cut his throat cause he didnt want to live any more. ( Read more... )