Fanfiction: Still Breathing

[summonersanctum]

Fanfiction: Still Breathing (or the time he stole his pain away)
Fandom: SuJu/SJ-M
Synopsis: It's not his place to be leader anymore, not here when they're in Korea. Still, the skills that he's learned in his first year don't just die in the interim.
Pairing/People: Han Geng, QMi
Rating: PG
Warnings: white text
Dedication: To the tree cleverlilwill, to those

Comments

[cleverlilwill]

GODDAMNIT. I LOVE YOU FOR SPRINGING THIS ON ME. I HONESTLY DIDN'T EXPECT IT. HOLY HELL.

SPOT.

[cleverlilwill]

OHFUCK. I really am crying. Seriously. Tears are running down my effing face. You don't know how much you moved me. Best morning wake-up call EVER. And because I couldn't get the thought out of my head:

And as he stood there shivering beneath the warmth of his leader-on-break and the cold lights of the set, Kyuhyun sighed deeply and let his heavy eyelids fall closed. Now the foreign words whispered into his ear didn't feel so foreign anymore. It brought him closer to the sunny smile he longed for. Now, instead of bitterness and resentment, comfort washed over him summer rain and teased the tiniest of smiles back onto his face.

"Xie xie, Gege." You write Han Geng so beautifully, you know. Everything he felt in that one moment amazed me. Relief, understanding, compassion, worry... perhaps a bit of homesickness. UGH. I'm so glad you wrote a fic for that gif. It was perfect. I want to add how much I LOVE you for mentioning Leeteuk's responsibilities as THE LEADER. It kind of made my heart ache because I was thinking back on all the

[thelovelight]

OMG OMG! I don't know whether to keysmash or cry...

Great, now I'm tearing up. THAT WAS NOT THE PLAN. I WASN'T SUPPOSED TO CRY. But I'm so glad I moved you (though it was not my goal to make you cry before classes this morning, I'm glad if it made you happy)

....and you just wrote the perfect ending ever. I can't BELIEVE...ah, now my heart hurts. Regardless of the fact that you just wrote your first fic a few days ago, Willow that was a really beautiful addition. Bittersweet ending, I'm so touched. And so so so proud. ♥

I was really scared to write Han Geng because I love him just that much and thought I'd get it wrong... Han Geng might be M!Leader, but Teukie will always be SuJu leader and I'm glad you found the connection worked. I was afraid it would be overlooked but yeah, I wanted to give two cents to Leeteuk-leader for being amazing. I really hope he does feel better soon. ;~;

Terribly so. *sniffles with* Soon enough we'll see him again~

[bffimagine]

OMG Hai.

*guilty of staring at GIF for at least 5 minutes...*

Thank you for sharing this little gem :) <3

[thelovelight]

OH HAI! *waves*

No worries, I did that for closer to 15. It's all good. :3

And thank you for reading! ♥

[bidachii]

THIS IS SOOO CUTE OMG I KNOW I'M BEING INCOHERENT BUT I JUST LOVE THIS TO DEATH <333333

You wrote beautifully, I love the lovely and sensitive leader Hankyung :D
And maknae Kyu X3 Ooh, no one must could ever leave him alone D:

It's short, but I'm definitely memming this and oh, I LOVE THE GIF AKLJASLAKDJADKJ <333333333

Thanks for bearing with my incoherency!;D

[bidachii]

ALSKJALSKJALSKAJ I FORGOT TO SAY THAT I MISS SJ-M TOO D:

Don't worry Kyu, you'll meet him soon hopefully, kekeke ;D

[thelovelight]

Thank you so much! I'll bear your incoherency, I appreciate it!

I have a fondness for Hannie like no other. And QMi has a special place in my heart. So this was a lot of fun to write.

awww, yeah... I miss SJ-M a lot. D:

heee~ thanks for reading! ♥

[bidachii]

Aww~ Thanks for bearing with my incoherency~ <333
Now that I'm back to coherency now, I want to say another thing.

Aside from the fact that you wrote Hankyung beautifully, you also described Teukie perfectly. As an angel for SJ, that is ;D
And Kyu, he was being such a baby not that I care though, he's too cute when doing that and look! His expression really made me tear up ;(
Seems like he over-worked *sigh*
Kyu, rest more please!D: so you can meet Mimi in a good condition

Thanks again, and I really love this one ;D

[followurdestiny]

I love this and seriously love the gif! ... ahwww... so sweet!
Geng! Kyu! <33333

[thelovelight]

The gif is win~ I always end up looking at it.

Your icon from the Cosmo shoot = ♥

Thank you for reading~!

[ryutakay]

I'm completely in love with the gif and the fanfic <3
Miss SJM so much...i miss Hangeng umma...i miss Mimi...i miss Qmi...
Rest a lot Kyu!!! You'll need energy for when you meet Mimi again 8D kekekeke

And the gif...omfg WHY.SO.CUTE?!?!?!?!?!?
Kyu looks so much like a baby .____. and Hannie umma sfsladfhskljfh!
Aaaaaaw can't stop looking at it............

[thelovelight]

awwww, thanks a lot! This comment is cute.
Heee, Han Geng umma. That title always makes me smile.
And all the energy Kyu will need... *dies* Surely so.

Thank you for reading! ♥

Do I sense a Yoosu fan? XD

[ryutakay]

Eh? xD why Yoosu fan?
Actually i'm more of a HoMin fan kekekekeke

[thelovelight]

I saw yoosu_yongwonhi on your profile ^^;;

HoMin is love, though ♥