The thought of deity ran through my mind tonight. Where there was once surety, now is only a clouded sense of doubt. Like reaching out with blinded eyes hoping not to fall off the cliff I know is somewhere around here ( Read more... )

The last page of a book is not the end but the beginning. For beyond the pages of literature lie the real story. Herein reigns completely unbridled thought, simply enhanced by the blood and sweat of an author's method of exciting ones imagination with a different variation of the before acquired thought. For a brief second we see into the head of ( Read more... )

I bust my ass, and I get shit. Im fucking pissed. No one is perfect, no one. why the fuck should anyone be? so what if I stole a fucking hat in october? it has no relevance to getting a fucking job at a fast food place. What am I going to freaking steal? condiments?! give me a fucking break. I'm at the end of my ropes, I've tried everything for ( Read more... )

well, thank goodness for nyquil. otherwise I would be dieing right now.

word of warning, od'ing on caffiene sucks. I'm serious, dont do it. You get so bloody sick for hours later. least thats my reaction to od'ing.

hey guys sorry for the outburst. im calmer now.

FUCK!

life is beautiful, you have no idea. words fail to express this. and i'll never be able to deny this. ever. I...I love you all. If you only could see it, if only, and possibly some of you have, and im sure you all will...everything has new meaning, EVERYTHING. everything is new, beautiful like you wouldnt believe. and every word uttered is so ( Read more... )

And so it ends ( Read more... )

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