i'm so disgusted....this girl today picked a fight with me ( Read more... )

I will no longer give my healing energy to anyone who does not reciprocate...I spend hours taking care of you...tiptoeing around you...then when I feel ill..you just decide to go out and have a ball cause i "don't want to do anything ( Read more... )

fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck ( Read more... )

Trying to be less judgey ( Read more... )

I need to stop looking so far into the future ( Read more... )

Holy Shizzle. I think J. Brown is treating me like a friend?! Holy Canoli ( Read more... )

art is opening up such strange things...I want to talk about it but it seems every time i talk..the feelings stop ( Read more... )

Ohhhhhh my muse where do you keeping going to ( Read more... )

not that anyone reads this thing...but privatized the last entry...it got a little too real too fast...i act like i'm completely fine with what happened..but guess I may never be ready to fully realize it.

See ya.
this ol' journal is almost like truth syrum sometimes.

Had strange vibes this past week and I'm convinced because a fellow i had a brief (and by brief i mean 4 days) affair with was in town...not too far from where i was. I had a strange feeling I had seen him this past week...or that he had been watching ( Read more... )