my dad has hit an all time low.

i can't even fucking....grargh. i hate him so much.

edit.
he's not letting me go to chris' memorial thing. or death cab, but death cab is kind of irrelevant right now.

i hope he gets hit by an eighteen wheeler or dies on his next business trip.

if someone could order me this ( Read more... )

i forgot the whole, "friday was costume day" deal. so ( Read more... )

i went to church this morning, by myself. i suppose i'm becoming desperate for a knowledge that some kind of parental figure cares about me. i also went because i may not be able to make it to chris' memorial thing, and i guess i thought going to church would somehow make up for that. an older woman was telling me how nice it was to see a "young ( Read more... )

update concerning tonight.

...tomorrow.

i want to fuck to this song.

went to kristines at 6, the f-square kids came and i watched hockey and they did the whole 'vote for me! except if you're a minority. i'd rather not win then have your vote!' 'BITE THE CURB!! vote for me!' thing. funny. they peaced, fliesch, brian, and joe were there too. i peaced because i felt like shit and had to take care of my dogs at 11:30, ( Read more... )

hot damn, am i lonely or what.

i think i am going to buy a mouse ( Read more... )

THAT SONG WAS MODEST MOUSE!

when i was still going out with anthony, sean would try and play this song on guitar and i absolutely loved it. i never knew the song, just that it was in a car commerical. and apparantly i have the song on my computer. it's been bothering me since, god, may at least. it's gravity rides everything by modest mouse. phew ( Read more... )